Catscankim
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I just wanted to take a minute to pat myself on the back lol. Oh my gosh, my clothes were starting to get tight. I found myself squeezing into jeans and wearing bigger shirts to cover up my muffin top. My scrubs were not fitting any more, so I just grab big hospital OR scrubs.
I'm not saying suddenly huge or obese or anything. Also not saying I have the body of a teenager again either lol. But when I was a kid (I'm 50 now), and for most of my life I was always thin. It was just my body habitus My first prenatal visit I was 95 pounds and the doctor asked me if I had an eating problem because I was so thin at 3 months pregnant. I was just always small.
Over the past year or two I just started accepting the fact that age was setting in and I was gaining weight. Up until a few years ago I was around 125, lately I was creeping up on 150. I saw myself on the news for an old friend of mine's 100th birthday party and i looked like a cow and kinda felt that way too. A couple of months ago an old lady asked me how far along I was LOL.
So I woke up way too early for work one day and I don't know what inspired me to do it, but I turned on my FitOn app that I had downloaded on my ipad like a year ago and I got halfway through a workout before I quit. Then the next day I got a little further into the workout, then again the next day after that. Then finally I pushed myself through a whole entire thing a week or so later. SUPER STOKED. To keep up with my enthusiasm, I bought a yoga mat (because who doesn't like to use new things). To my surprise, it made my workouts a lot more comfortable on my ankles and knees....and back when I did floor exercises.
Day one i thought I was going to have a freakin heart attack LOL. Death by exercise.
One day I woke up a little late to do a full workout, so determined to do SOMETHING I decided to do situps. I could not do even one. How depressing lol. I was talking to a friend of mine who used to teach karate and he said that I need to work on my "core". I started alternating between my HIIT workouts and core exercises and drinking protein shakes after my workouts. Eating a little better, but haven't changed my diet too much.
Then the other day I woke up and for sng I put my hands behind my head and did not only one, but three sets of 8 full situps in bed with nothing supporting my feet. i wasn't able to do this a couple of weeks ago!!
I'm gonna shout out to the FitOn app. It is 100% free and unlimited. No ads. I broke down and paid for the subscription the other day, and it really doesn't offer any more than the free version except meal plans and saving workouts for off-line use (as far as I can tell). Kinda disappointed that I paid for the upgrade now, but it was $30 for the year. So I guess I can live with that.
I weighed in at 134 yesterday. I feel great. My indigestion has gone away...which has been terrible over the past two years. I can only guess it was because of weight gain. Since I do my workouts in the morning before work I go to work with a ton of energy and it really forces me to have the mindset of "don't ruin it Kim, get the yogurt instead of the blueberry pancakes". By lunch I'm absolutely famished though and I absolutely do not feel guilty eating whatever I want. I started wearing my regular scrubs again and everybody keeps asking me if I lost weight.
My boss commented the other day that she was impressed that I was dressed in our color and I told her that I am actually starting to fit back into my uniforms again. Then I told her about my sit up dilemma....so she went home and tried to do a sit up and couldn't do one. "SEE??" So now she's starting to work out.
Its not really about the weight, per se. Its feeling better, looking better in your clothes, and just an overall healthy feeling. I started out with sweatpants to work out in, then I bought a pair of black yoga pants, then another pair. Then I bought a cute pair...saw my reflection in the tv the other day and was like "Look at meeeeee!!!" Still got some belly fat to work on etc (yoga pants help with that LOL), but definitely seeing some definition in my abs. Pretty proud of myself.
As a right of passage, after I finish a workout no matter how small, I mark it on my calendar. It feels so good to just put that mark...as my blender is whizzing away with almond milk, a banana, and a scoop of protein.
I'm not saying suddenly huge or obese or anything. Also not saying I have the body of a teenager again either lol. But when I was a kid (I'm 50 now), and for most of my life I was always thin. It was just my body habitus My first prenatal visit I was 95 pounds and the doctor asked me if I had an eating problem because I was so thin at 3 months pregnant. I was just always small.
Over the past year or two I just started accepting the fact that age was setting in and I was gaining weight. Up until a few years ago I was around 125, lately I was creeping up on 150. I saw myself on the news for an old friend of mine's 100th birthday party and i looked like a cow and kinda felt that way too. A couple of months ago an old lady asked me how far along I was LOL.
So I woke up way too early for work one day and I don't know what inspired me to do it, but I turned on my FitOn app that I had downloaded on my ipad like a year ago and I got halfway through a workout before I quit. Then the next day I got a little further into the workout, then again the next day after that. Then finally I pushed myself through a whole entire thing a week or so later. SUPER STOKED. To keep up with my enthusiasm, I bought a yoga mat (because who doesn't like to use new things). To my surprise, it made my workouts a lot more comfortable on my ankles and knees....and back when I did floor exercises.
Day one i thought I was going to have a freakin heart attack LOL. Death by exercise.
One day I woke up a little late to do a full workout, so determined to do SOMETHING I decided to do situps. I could not do even one. How depressing lol. I was talking to a friend of mine who used to teach karate and he said that I need to work on my "core". I started alternating between my HIIT workouts and core exercises and drinking protein shakes after my workouts. Eating a little better, but haven't changed my diet too much.
Then the other day I woke up and for sng I put my hands behind my head and did not only one, but three sets of 8 full situps in bed with nothing supporting my feet. i wasn't able to do this a couple of weeks ago!!
I'm gonna shout out to the FitOn app. It is 100% free and unlimited. No ads. I broke down and paid for the subscription the other day, and it really doesn't offer any more than the free version except meal plans and saving workouts for off-line use (as far as I can tell). Kinda disappointed that I paid for the upgrade now, but it was $30 for the year. So I guess I can live with that.
I weighed in at 134 yesterday. I feel great. My indigestion has gone away...which has been terrible over the past two years. I can only guess it was because of weight gain. Since I do my workouts in the morning before work I go to work with a ton of energy and it really forces me to have the mindset of "don't ruin it Kim, get the yogurt instead of the blueberry pancakes". By lunch I'm absolutely famished though and I absolutely do not feel guilty eating whatever I want. I started wearing my regular scrubs again and everybody keeps asking me if I lost weight.
My boss commented the other day that she was impressed that I was dressed in our color and I told her that I am actually starting to fit back into my uniforms again. Then I told her about my sit up dilemma....so she went home and tried to do a sit up and couldn't do one. "SEE??" So now she's starting to work out.
Its not really about the weight, per se. Its feeling better, looking better in your clothes, and just an overall healthy feeling. I started out with sweatpants to work out in, then I bought a pair of black yoga pants, then another pair. Then I bought a cute pair...saw my reflection in the tv the other day and was like "Look at meeeeee!!!" Still got some belly fat to work on etc (yoga pants help with that LOL), but definitely seeing some definition in my abs. Pretty proud of myself.
As a right of passage, after I finish a workout no matter how small, I mark it on my calendar. It feels so good to just put that mark...as my blender is whizzing away with almond milk, a banana, and a scoop of protein.