I made buttermilk soap last night. I shouldn't have because my head was not in the game. Last week I advised someone on the forum to not use a stearic acid recipe with an accelerating FO... so what did I do last night?? Grabbed the 1% stearic acid masterbatch bucket for a floral FO that has very mild acceleration. It was a disaster. I did manage to get it all in the mold, and threw it in the fridge for good measure (it was gelling as I was plopping). Decided not to even mess with a soleseife and timing the cut last night. Took a xanax and went to bed. I didn't even check on my soap this morning. It's in the beer fridge, so if it did decide to volcano (seriously with this soap anything is possible) at least no food will be harmed. Put in an order this morning for more FO to remake that batch, as well as the ocean FO that I am out of, and just because, a new to me FO that was on sale.
Update on my cousin: my aunt called last night. They were enroute to the hospital. Jen's boyfriend came home from work and found her unresponsive. Status this morning is that she is in a coma (my mom didn't know if it was medically induced or a natural state). I am praying that she stays that way until the end. Sounds cruel to say that, but it would bring peace to our family to not see her in pain and suffering. Please keep my cousin's girls (ages 17, 16, and 15) in your prayers. I can't imagine going through life without my mom and they are losing theirs at a hard time in their life.