Although I’m in the beginning and I’m not the quitting type at all (having battled MS and gone through HSCT and got through tough recovery)... there seems to be many forces working against me... I’m am Egyptian living in Egypt where getting a hold of most of the required materials is a bit tricky but not impossible after a bit of research, failure and then success ... finally trying three recipes until now , one cold process and two hot process recipes, I haven’t thrown any away but there’s non so far that I can call a complete success... I started with small batches as not to waste too much expensive oils, as here everything is expensive, but nevertheless I’m running out !! Faced with so many professional people in the field and no one to help me, since I’m self taught, as no soaping courses are available just online sources to read and research and youtube... when should I say this seems not the job for me I should seek something else to master ?? After batch # ?? Please share your success journeys if possible I desperately need the motivation ... Thank you