I think we all find that time in life when nothing is really wrong, but you are just going through the motions. I am in my early 50's, have a wonderful husband and my special angel Jeepster; (cat) and a job that I enjoy... But, I felt like I was just going through my days with a lack of energy, apathy. My life was becoming a process and not a daily adventure. My DH had just signed up for some college extension courses and I was a little jealous because he was so excited. The shop is very busy; (we do sales, installation of avionics - navigation, communication and electronics in private aircraft), and he flies out the door in the morning with a smile on his face. He comes home finishes his dinner and starts doing his homework for school with the energy he had when we first met 15 yrs ago. I needed a change. I've always spent a great deal of time on the internet and one night I was following a tangent about the chemicals I was putting on my face, and found soap! I'm an "All-in" kind of person as well a perfectionist- so I either do it right, or don't do it at all. I kept researching, found this forum, the Guild and am totally addicted. All of my weekends are up in Michigan to finish my horrible choice of restoring a large area of wood floor in prep to sell my Dad's house. He passed last year on July 13 and it's really tough coming up here, both physically and emotionally. This forum and Group have meant the world to me. Between my books, Saponifier subscription, Guild resources and my journal with my soaping questions, I have almost always found my answers here. Also, the longer I have stayed and read, the support from the Membership is unique and embracing. The patience and the advice is honest, heart-felt and genuine. This group is like a collective best friend for soap. Sorry to be so sappy but I really mean it. On a soapy note though, it's time to finally get started! I have placed my orders, got my dollar store list ready and anxiously await the UPS man. I've written out my steps, laminated my safety sheet and know I will be nervous as the dickens when I put my new stick blender in hand. But I know I will have the friendship of this group to share my successes and failures.... eh learning experiences with. So, long-winded as always, (me), Ellacho, my MP artist hero, that's why I am always here.