Sweetie-we were all new once. Not one of us was born knowing how to make soap. We can help. But you need to go watch all the soapmaking videos you can find. Soap Queen TV and Soaping 101 are going to be the best I can recommend. They tell you why as well as how. Good Earth Spa is really good also, but she is a bit less than careful on some of the safety measures.
Speaking of safety measures, you need to learn that first. And follow instructions of goggles, gloves, long sleeved shirt, good ventilation. And never, ever, ever add the water to the lye. Ever. Always check the type of plastics and stick with the ones with 1 or 5 in that little triangle. Stainless steel, not aluminum, etc. Write them down and keep them close. Choose a method of determining if your soap is skin safe, and stick with it. I still zap test my bars.
Welcome to the addiction. We're all in this learning boat together.