Please make an intro post in the new members intro forum: https://www.soapmakingforum.com/forums/new-member-introductions.16/
And please read in the Beginners forum for a lot of information that will help you until you can find a class...
I'm so sorry to hear that she’s back in the hospital. This sounds incredibly tough, and I can’t imagine what you’re going through. Hang in there. I'm hoping and praying that she'll be okay.